keep on keeping on. thats all i can do. still working for my family although i do not get to be with them, wow never in a million years. she may not love me,but i still do. here  i am again and again and again, loyal to the finish, still standing, still my sons daddy, i am still here. wow i did not think i would make it. all i have is everything. foolin myself?  i dont think so. will i give up?, if you think so i guess, you dont know me. but i know her. and to know her is to love her.  question is do i know myself well enough? there are so many sides to this coin.  "hey friend hows it going where have you been?" -split